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21:33

Its been 5 days since April 19th, when i turned 25yrs old. AND it also marks the most memorable event in my life. I got the best birthday present ever, a SURPRISE ENGAGEMENT. I cant express this in words how ecstatic i was and what a tremendously surprising birthday gathering it was. It wasnt big. But it was perfect. I never thought how Han couldve pulled this off and I didnt even know or caught any hints, cos apparently he planned it a month ago. He kept saying he cant have anything for my birthday this year cos his finances were very tight. I was upset but i thought the least we could do was take a day off from work so we could spend time for a day. Which we did. Started the day early an 9am. Ran some errands then off to have a nice breakfast at McDonalds. Ok lah the bagel was good enough. Then i bought us some steak to cook at his place for lunch, and we rented a DVD. Uncle, Mama, Papa then Hani came home. Obviously surprised at my presence! And as i knew it they would ask why im not working. Its my bday. I said. Oh! Then came the wishes. :)
After lunch and movie, i sat talking to mama....then i had to head home cos my mom asked to be back by 6 since my cousins and relatives are coming for my BIRTHDAY. We both headed to Causeway Point to look at rings and things, totally random idea, trust me. As for the BIRTHDAY, that was what i was told a day before, which i think was really unneccessary cos im turning 25. NOT 16, NOT 18 or 21. So it was very embarrassing for me.
Then came evening. Almost everyone was there except my aunt & family. Cos she had more food to bring. So 740pm sharp, i went down to pick up the food and we were going up together when i heard some more people behind them. Guess who? Han & family. First thing i said, "Hey apa you buat kat sini? Apasal you datang!?!?" And what did he do? Smile. All the way into my house. So did Mama and Hani and Papa and Uncle. They kept smiling when all i did was kept asking...Frantically. Not cos i knew what was going on...( I NEVER EXPECTED) but it was cos i was worried that food wont be enough and i didnt invited them.
Well, never did i expect, my sis pulled me to my room. I started going nuts cos i was still clueless and very very worried, then mom and aunt came in, placed a lovely bangle on my wrist and shouted............"SURPRISE!!! Han datang nak masuk meminang! Happy Birthday!"
I swear it was sooooooooo loud everyone could have heard it! Well, the next thing i did???
I cried. Then hyperventilated a while then cried again and not untill my sis started telling me to start getting dressed, did i realize, OMG< This is FOR real.
Got dressed. Wiped my tears away and waited while both parents talked. Then suddenly dad asked me to come and sit with them. OMG......... So they talked while i sat and still trying to digest this sudden shock, then out came the ring. Of course i accepted. It was so lovely. It was almost what i wanted, a simple wedding band with a perfect cut, Rosella diamond.
( note: WEDDING band, not ENGAGEMENT ring) So, somehow, Han knew what i liked. That was perfect. It was white gold with a tinted band over it.I LOVED IT SO MUCH. Plus? It was engraved with FARSHA (both our names) and 19 04 2007.
I cant say how much we talked and discuss that night, cos it was still a shock for me. But one thing for sure, we're having our big day within 2 years or earlier. We had a very delicious feast. And 2 cakes. :) Had a good get together. And lot of things to mengeratkan lagi sirratulrahim. Then a little bit of photo taking and and some presents. Which was perfect. What can i say?
Im still in blissful mode. My colleagues said im so lucky and Han was so very sweet for such an idea planned ahead. I love him. LOADS. MORE than ever. This was definitely a well planned secret that i could never ever imagined.

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16:56

ok so what's been happening lately...ive been laying off so many things..that now i think i might have forgotten what im supposed to be doing. Here i am in the resource room making my portfolio....then V brings Lars in. He's having a fever, so she says. So im doing my work and you passing me a sick child. Argh. Now he is eyeing on my laptop, while i just sat him next to me. He decides to sit on my lap instead. Ok Lars, let's watch some TV. I switched on the dvd and on goes Richard Scarry. He stopped. Looked up, then picks at my laptop while im trying to type this out. Hey, not the power button! Argh...NO................................................................................

........................am i back on?? Yeah..haha. Ok this kid is too cute i cant get mad at him. Sheesh. So Lars what am i supposed to do with you now. I think i better stop here. He's having way too much fun typing away and im having way too much trouble trying to focus. OK kiddo, we're outta here. Let's get you some toys.

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